DollFacedKiller

Down, down, down, even further than before no longer is self worth a trait of mine. I tried to show you the door but I was too weak to march you through it this time. My heart is in pieces once again and I haven't the strength to resist. I long for an end to this life but deep down I know that no such thing exists. More, more, more of the same old life no longer is change a choice of mine. I tried to show you the knife but you took it from me this time. My mind is a prisoner of your strength and I haven't the courage to walk away. I long for a miracle as you go to any and every length but deep down I know I'm here to stay. On,

If everyone believes in something I believe in you. One day you'll rise above everything and everyone will know I believed in you. If I could bare all your wounds I'd take them on myself. If I could protect you from all the pain I'd suffer it all myself. If I could keep you safe forever I'd do anything to ensure that. If I could keep you smiling I'd whole heartedly do that. I believe that you and your heart are pure and true. I believe that you are special I believe in you. If everyone believes in something I believe in you. One day you'll rise above everything because I believed in you. Friday 22nd October 2004

I am bound by your excuses. Tied to the fact that although you had your uses You never eased the pain. I am haunted by your lies. Surrendering to the fact that yes you made me cry Because I never knew your truth. I am saddened by your actions. Tormented by the fact that although your gone It gives me no satisfaction Because the pain goes on. I am dreaming of the end. Accepting that it does no one any good to pretend That the pain fades quickly. I am trying not to brake. Knowing only too well that the truth is hard to take But it will be over soon. Saturday 5th June 2004

One wish to turn night into day and then one kiss took all the pain away. One desire brought you to me and one dream opened my eyes to see that one wish made you mine and with one kiss all was fine. One dream was all we needed to know how our hearts succeeded. One kiss that came from you made that one wish always true.

Everyone's dancing but no one wants to dance with me. I'm alone again and again I'm asking myself how hard can it be to move with me I raise my arms and move my hips eyes roll back I purse my lips but no one wants to dance with me. I love to dance but tonight I dont want to dance alone no one wants to dance with me. I slightly bend my knees and circle my waist closing my eyes, I'm offering anyone a taste but no one wants to dance with me. Closeness of any kind would be welcome here but no one wants to dance with me. I let the groove take over me the music enter my soul. No one wants to dance with me so tonight I dance alone. W

When rain clouds block the sunshine of your mind When anger overwrites your sweet, sweet smile When everyone around you is just another face When everywhere you go is just another place... I'm thinking of you I'm thinking of you, I'll take your hand I'm thinking of you and I'll do all I can to help you understand I'm thinking of you and I'm with you too Think of me, I'm thinking of you When nothing makes any sense and you look but still cant see Thats when I love you most... Just think of me When no one is around to help you make it through... My dearest angel I'm thinking of you Friday 27th March 2009....For my Ickle Nana, Dott